HERE I AM...

Spending about two hours reading cases and typing it into a summary makes me think of creating this entry..

The truth is.. I am typing this entry at 8.27 pm, 25th November 2008 at my fiance’s house in Taman Melawati..

Reminiscing back almost 7 years ago... When i was offered to further my study in Bachelor of Education (TESL).. i was very very reluctant to go there.. Why? Because i have no interest in studying in education and also to become a teacher was my last resort...

But years after that.. after graduated from Universiti Teknologi Mara in Bachelor of Legal Studies (Hons.).. i started to buy application forms (like hell!!) at BSN just to make sure that i can further my study in Kursus Perguruan Lepasan Ijazah for 1 year...

But..thing turns out to be otherwise..when?? after i was offered to go for an interview for the Kursus..where my dad adviced me not to proceed with the interview since I was already furthering my study in Bachelor of Law (Hons.) at that point of time.. I still remember.. when he told me that he wants me to continue furthering my study in Law and to become a good legal practitioner...

After thinking further and further and after a few discussions with my fellow friends... i made my biggest decision in life to further my study in Law by risking all situations [which might turn out to be worst] ... the 1st semester... Alhamdulillah.. i survived all my final papers and also assessment... making my parents proud of me [ye la..dah bagi kete..ade hati nak main2 lagi..] ... and things become much more better for my life when i was shortlisted for the AGC interview to become an AGC Officer... making my parents proud of me for the 2nd time.. and then, there was my 2nd semester final examination which i also called it ‘this could be my last examinations’... and also...for the 3rd time...i made my parents proud of me...

While having my ‘lifetime’ holiday... I was called for an interview to become an AGC Officer... this time around, i reminded myself not to main2 anymore.. because this could be my last chance in my life to once again prove to both of my parents that i am good enough to be their daughter...

One week after the interview took place.. i called AGC and the officer told me that i was admitted to become an AGC Officer.. i was very relieved [in fact..until now..] to hear that... THANK GOD --- FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO MAKE THE WORLD PROUD OF ME ...

And HERE I AM now...

ATTORNEY GENERAL's CHAMBERS

UPDATES!! - Hantaran For Nikah

Akad Nikah:

1. Mas Kahwin
2. Cincin Nikah (Lelaki)
3. Cincin Nikah (Perempuan)

MR untuk Nabilah

1. Sirih Junjung

2. Duit Hantaran + Rantai + Gelang tangan

3. Handbag = DONE

4. Jam Tangan = DONE

5. Perfume + Make-up = DONE

6. Telekung = DONE

7. Baju + Selendang = DONE 4 Selendang - Baju will be DONE by 23rd Dec 2008

8. Manisan/Coklat

9. Buah

Nabila untuk MR

1. Sirih Junjung

2. Jam Tangan = DONE

3. Baju + Neck Tie + Cufflink = DONE except 4 Neck Tie

4. Perfume = DONE

5. Wallet + Belt

6. Sejadah = DONE

7. Beg

8. Buah

9. Manisan/Gula-gula

10. Kek

11. Coklat

Kejutan Hari Ini...10.30 a.m

At 11.30 a.m Today...

KENA BRIEF A.G !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*** AG = Attorney General of Malaysia

The Wedding Reception

Introducing...

The BRIDE and GROOM

[Baby Mucuk!]

[Kamalia + 'I Jump']


[Min + Ira + Hani]


[Bersama Tunangan Orang]




[Aku + Hani + Amy + Puan Mel]

CANDID CAMERA! - The Camera Whore

6 Jahanam - Cant Control Themselves

SHOCKING!!!!! [Kamal berbaju Kebaya & Pakai Mekap???]

Aku la adik b0ngsu.. hehe

[Kak Elin yang teramat rindukan BF nya... - Dia curik BF aku??]

Di atas adalah gambar2 yang sempat di 'snap' sewaktu majlis resepsi Kak Ain Nur Amiyerra Awod Abdullah di Hotel Grand Blue Wave, Shah Alam... Terasa macam kembali ke zaman UiTM dahulu.. huhu Coz berpeluang jumpe Pak Amid [our Forensic's Lecturer] and also some of our seniors.. hehe... terimbas kembali saat itu.. hakha!! Best siottt!! And also not forgetting.. THE FOOD.. Blah! To Kak Myra & Hubby - Selamat Pengantin Baru & Selamat menempuhi alam berumah tangga..Lahirkan baby2 yang comel yek! Tak lama lagi aku pulak.. huhu ...

How Sharifah Nadia's Post Had Given Me An Impact.. Huhu

Date Selected/Planned for Akad Nikah: 06.06.09 OR 20.09.2009

Wedding Budget: RM 30K - RM 50K

Mas Kahwin: RM1+++

Hantaran: RM7+++
Nikah Theme Color: Sn0w White + Gold [kurung moden]

Sanding Theme Color: Royal Purple + Gold/Glittery Cream [Inner] [kurung moden]

Bertandang Theme Color: Black Lace + Maroon [Inner] [kurung moden]

Hantaran Theme: Gold + Dark Purple + Rosy Red + Cream [Me] ... Red + Black + White [Him]

Bridesmaid: Not Yet Decided [..maybe Wani..] + Aida + Shuhada + Asmahan

Wedding Theme/Concept: Forest / Balinese / Garden Wedding

Wedding Ring (Me & Him): Princess/Emerald Square/Tear Drop Cut [Me] ... Simple Ruby [Him]

Wedding Invitation Card: Custom Made [Royal Purple + Maroon]

Honeymoon: Bandung/Perth/UK

House to stay Post-Marriage: Taman Melawati, KL.

*** Credit to Puan Sharifah Nadia

Originally Hers

Breakfast Meal..

Hai kawan2...
Hari ni sampai office agak lewat..
Alm0st 8 a.m. .. Punch In @ 7.45 a.m.
Tapi tetap breakfast. Ianya adalah meal yang paling penting
Pagi ni aku makan..

1. Maggi Goreng

2. Macaroni Goreng

3. Apam Kaler Pink [..fav Leiya..]

4. Nescafe Ais

sEdaP kaN???

I Took The "Are You HIS Celebrity Fantasy Woman?" Quiz

And here I scored...

YOU'RE A JESSICA (as in Simpson)

Sweet as sugar, tough as nails. What a combination! You're the girl next door - but your flirtatious wink makes it oh-so-obvious to the guy in your sights that your door is never closed to him. You know how to flatter, and once you reel him in, you're his submissive kitten. On the down-side, you can tend to be a bit fickle. Stop any issues before they start by talking everything through together.

13.11.2008

Hari ni.. Takde pape yang best.. Pagi2 lagi sampai office.. Lepas punch kad kedatangan terus gi cari Dhana (PA Pn Noorin) nak buat appointment untuk 'briefing'..

Nab : "Dhana.. Puan Noorin ade tak hari ni?"

Dhana: "Takde la Cik Nabila...."

Nab : "Aik?? Ye ke?? [konon je...dalam hati "yes! yes! yes!"] Dia pegy mane?"

Dhana : "Dia ade ceramah.."

Nab : [ceramah ape lak...time2 ni la nak gi ceramah..] O0oo.. Dia masuk ofis tak petang nanti?"

Dhana : "Tak masuk..ceramah sampai petang.."

Nab : "Ye ke?? .. Erm baru ingat nak 'berief' dia... Tapi tak pe lah.. 'Brief' esok je la.."

Dhana : [Dhana pun mengangguk..]

Nab : "Thanks ya!"

Lepas dah set appointment.. Terus gi cubicle aku [aka sanctuary..] Tapi..terserempak lak dengan Tn Amir [bos kesayangan aku..sp0rting siott!!] Dia minta tolong aku editkan dia punya Power Point Slides.. almaklumlah - dia kata dia tak pandai sangat komputer2 ni... So, dari xde benda nak buat..aku pun kata "ok!! nanti pukul 8.30 saya datang bilik Tuan. Saya nak gi breakfast dulu ye.." Tuan Amir pun senyum.. hehe.. Letak beg dulu.. buka drawer simpan kunci kete, wallet ... then terus cari Kamalia.. Ape lagi?? Cam biase la.. Gi breakfast kat C6.. Sampai cafe.. tapau bihun goreng + kueteow goreng + nescafe ais.. one more! kuih apam! my fav! huhu..makan sakan aku... nyummy!

Dah habis makan.. terus gi bilik Tuan Amir.. tolong ape yang patut.. Aku start masuk bilik dia jam 8.15 pagi.. Jam 11 pagi baru kuar bilik dia! GILE DAHSYAT!!!!! Record.. huhu.. Then, terus balik kat cubicle aku... start la edit 'write-up' yang tak sudah2 asyik nak silap ayat la.. bahasa cam keling la.. berbelit2 aku baca.. padahal aku sendiri yang buat...hish! memang dasar subjek BM time SPM dlu dapat 4B la.. hikhik! Aku memang lemah dalam bahasa ibunda sendiri.. hakha!!

Pastu..rindu lak nak jenguk Blog nih.. jalan2 tengok Aida punya blog.. wah! dah cantikk.. ni mesti dah obses dengan benda yg aku ajar semalam .. Aida update background utk blog dia..huhu.. Selain tu.. tengok2 gak kalau2 dia ada iklankan selendang baru.. ingat nak gi C3 (ofis Aida) tengok tudung.. TAPI..bukan ke dia housemate aku..huhu..tengok kat rumah pun boleh!..yiiihaaa!!!

So, aku pun mengulat la [keje aku dah siap..boss takde..so, takde keje la..] jalan sana..jalan sini.. Lepak2 usha2.. sambil cari bahan untuk briefing aku..Tibe2 Faa call lak.. mengadu kat aku yang dia kena halau dari C3 ke C7.. hehe.. pasni Faa takleh hidup dengan aman dah.. sebab ade kawan2 nak kacau dia.. huhu.. pujuk2 punya pujuk.. [risau sangat tak dapat internet..takot takleh nak update blog dia nti..] ... aku pun berjaya gak mematikan talian dengan dia.. dekat 45 minit gak la kitorg cakap..huhu

Pastu..dah tengah hari.. Tangah dok baca2 majalah CLEO yang dah berkurun dalam drawer and ntah dah berape kali aku tengok, Yong pun datang bagitau "Tak payah pergi lunch ya.. Tn Hanafiah nak belanje KFC" [Hoorayy..!!] jimat duit aku.. tak payah kuar satu sen pun untuk lunch hari ni.. Coz air dah ade.. hikhik!!

Selesai sudah makan.. aku pun lepak2 lagi.. takde keje la cibai!.. Terus dapat idea keluarkan kamera digital aku.. Snap..Snap..Snap.. Takde 1 pun yang cantik manis.. Tapi ade 1 je yang aku rasa ok.. Ni la dia..

[Hari ini..]

[2 Hari Lepas..]

[3 Hari Lepas..]

Hehe..Hari ni pakai tudung baru yang beli kat Aida..

Cantikk?? Korang nak jugak?? Layari be-elegant.blogspot.com

Kena Marah...

Sedih... Kena marah... SMS yang dihantar untuk suka2.. Tapi disalah anggap... Kerja dah dekat 5 bulan.. sakit.. parah.. fikir pasal duit.. tanggung orang lain..

Tiap kali terfikir pasal tu.. Aku pun akan catitkan sesuatu... kertas 'draf' jadik mangsa... Amik pensil terus tulis ape yang aku fikirkan...

Antaranya...

1. Bajet untuk kahwin/nikah...

[memang banyak.. Kalau ikutkan hati... nak beli semua je sekarang..]

2. Duit belanje MAMA & ABAH & NENEK

[100+100+100 - ni je yang aku mampu..]

3. Tanggungan yang lain

[adik,aina,farhan/rumah,kereta - sape2/ape2 je yg berkaitan]

4. Emergency m0ney

(at least rm200 / korbankan credit card]

Tadi.. bile terfikir.. aku pun kira punya kira.. memang gaji rm5K sebulan pun tak cukup... Tapi takpe lah.. Dengan izin Allah... lepas gak aku.. Then, ble dah kire.. aku pun text SMS kat Mr. L ... Ingatkan dia nak kesian la kat aku... Tiap2 bulan kena keluar duit untuk itu..untuk ini.. Tapi tak.. Asyik kena marah je.. Cedey..!!! Tak Adil!!!

** Dah la semalam kena marah gaks.. hari ni pun sama... Nekad tak nak balik K.L... Bile mengadu sket, kena marah, kena tengking... Sakit hati!

Ya ALLAH...Tabahkanlah Hati Hambamu Ini...!

- Things 2 Buy -

Ok la... bagi melaksanakan tajuk pada kali ini... Aku nak buat checklist for hantaran tunang and nikah aku lak..

Oleh kerana telah dipersetujui hantaran untuk majlis pertunangan aku nanti 3 dulang di balas 5 dulang.. Jadi, sangat mudah la keje aku..

MR untuk Nabila

1. Sirih Junjung + Cincin = DONE, except for Sirih

2. Baju Nikah = DONE

3. Manisan (Kek)

Nabila untuk MR

1. Sirih Junjung

2. Baju Nikah + Kain Sampin = DONE

3. Cincin = DONE

4. Kain Pelikat = DONE

5. Manisan (Kek)

Seterusnya.. adalah checklist untuk hantaran pernikahan aku nanti.. Banyak gile nak list.. Tapi takpe.. Aku tabahkan hati jugak.. huhu.. untuk Nikah, 9 dulang di balas 11 dulang.. Insya Allah

Akad Nikah:

1. Mas Kahwin

2. Cincin Nikah (Lelaki)

3. Cincin Nikah (Perempuan)

MR untuk Nabilah

1. Sirih Junjung

2. Duit Hantaran + Rantai + Gelang tangan

4. Handbag = DONE

5. Jam Tangan

6. Perfume (or maybe SK-II) + Make-up

7. Telekung + Kain Pasang

8. Sweets/Chocs

9. Buah-buahan

Nabila untuk MR

1. Sirih Junjung

2. Jam Tangan

3. Baju + Neck Tie + Cufflink

4. Perfume

5. Wallet + Belt

6. Sejadah = DONE

7. Buku

8. Sweets

9. Halwa

10. Buah-buahan

11. Chocs

Discovering SK-II

Yesterday night I went out to Pavilion, Starhill and I bought a set of SK-II product which it only costs me RM322 instead of RM 419.

I am very satisfied with the price since it could worth you up to RM1,6++ during normal days..

To all my friends... Pavilion is currently having their 21st Birthday Bash Sale.. You can enjoy the sales up to 50%-70% discount on all brands..

So, kawan2 ape lagi?? heheheee... But anyway, dont worry cause the sales will be ended by 31 December 2008. Therefore, u guys still have time to 'korek2 all your tabung" hakha!!!

And..Below is how the packaging looks like...

Cantik kan packaging dia!! .. Sori lah kawan2.. aku sememangnya seorang yang amat obses dengan benda2 macam ni... Packaging lain yang aku suka selain dari SK-II ialah BENEFIT ... memang superb! la... Damn serious!

Coming S00n...

Jam je aku tengak kawan2 aku nih buat on9 boutique.. huhu.. Semalam baru diskus dengan labey.. Ingat nak buat garage sale.. Tapi tahu je la... Cost tinggi lak nak sewa tempat kos0ng semata2 untuk buat garage sale.. So, selepas pulang keje.. aku pun terfikir cam nak try buat on9 bundle lak kan.. huhu ... balik je rumah melawati terus aku suarakan hasrat aku nih kat Labey... lagipun... Labey punya barang pun banyak je yang dia dah tak leh pakai tapi masih elok.. mane la tau kot2 untung ke.. Masyukkkk!!

Buat mase ni aku memerlukan sedikit ruang untuk mengumpul semua barang2 aku yang dah lama aku tak guna tapi tetap nampak cam baru... [banyak baju aku yang nak dijual kalau difikir2kan nih...huhu]

So, kepada kawan2.. tunggu ye kemunculan on9 bundle aku nih...

Malasnye...

Malasnye nak habiskan write-up nih... Walaupun ade 1 je IP yang nak di 'brief'... tetap rase malas nak buat keje... hehehe.. Aku dah bosan dengan IP Unlawful Assembly nih.. asyik2 dapat topik yang same.. Bangang la sape yang involve dalam benda2 ni.. Menyusahkan orang macam aku je.. ehek!

The Ring REVEALED II

Ini adalah kesinambungan bagi kisah The Ring REVEALED... Pada episod yang lepas.. aku revealed design cincin tunang aku.. Tapi kali ini.. aku revealed lak cincin tunang untuk tunang aku.. hehe..jangan marah ha..!! Ini adalah mengikut adat orang N9... Sebabnye..tunang aku mak dia asal N9... So, atas permintaan mak dia dan juga keinginan tunang aku.. Maka aku pun terpakse la men'swipe'kan aku punya mastercard... hahahahaha...

So, kawan2..inilah design cincin tunang dia..[ridzuan/labey]... Bagi aku sangat cantik la..Coz..memang dah setaraf dengan cincin nikah.. mulanya..budget kitorg cuma dalam RM500 ke bawah [tunang je pun..] tapi disebabkan tunang aku ni jari dia m0ntoks..so, terpakse lah 'over-budget' sket...maaf, harganya dirahsiakan..tapi cukup untuk korang cakap "ianya tak berbaloi"..hehehe..bukan perasan sendiri eh..even mak dia pun cakap benda yang sama.. the only fren yang dah tengok cincin ni ialah Farah Wahida..even dia pun cakap hal yang sama..Tapi tak mengape lah.. Dengan izin Allah, dia akan jadi suamiku juga.. so, buat ape nak berkira dengan suami sendiri kan?? Lagipun..leh simpan untuk anak cucu..huhu..

Jalan-Jalan...

[Cik Abang Cayank!]

Semalam... 09/10/2008

Jalan2 around 6 ptg camtu.. drive area Hulu Kelang menuju ke Ampang...

Singgah Al-Kaafah, Ukay Perdana... Bosan2 lalu lepak situ...

Order teh tarik & baby order nescafe tarik... Sed0ndon kan??? hehe..

Sementara tunggu air kitorg sampai...

Sempat snap s0me pictures utk kenangan... [mcm pegy jln jauh je...huhu]

[gile ape ntah??]


Setelah itu..terase lapar lak..

Maka kitorg pun order lah Capati dgn kuah sardin..

Sedap gile! tapi ikan sardin mahal la..

sekor dah jadi RM2..tapi ape aku peduli [peduli gak la kan..] aku pun 'ngappp!' aje..huhu..

Thanx baby!!

For the QUALITY TIME together...

Entertaining MYSELF

MYSELF
[01] Real name: NABILAH AHMAD POAD
[02] Nickname: NAB, BIELA, BIEL
[03] Status: ENGAGED ----------
[04] Zodiac Sign: SAGI
[05] Gender: FEMALE
[06] Age: 24 YEARS OLD
[07] High School: SMK TUNKU ABDUL MALIK [Ye..ye..sekolah budak jahat..hakha!]
[08] College: UNIVERSITY TEKNOLOGI MARA MALAYSIA
[09] Height: 160 CM
[10] Weight: 43 KG
[11] Do you like yourself: ALL ABOUT ME
[12] Piercings: -
[13] Right or left: -
[14] Are you a freak : SOMETIMES...
[15] Hair: AVERAGELY LONG
[16] Skin: FAIR
[17] Allergic: DUST
[18] What are you doing now: TYPING
[19] What will you do in the next 1 hour : PERUSING MY IP
[20] What will you do in the next 10 years : MANAGING MY OWN LEGAL FIRM
[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family: RENTING OUT AN APARTMENT WITH MY COLLEAGUE

MY FAMILY
[22] Siblings(including you): 3 siblings
[23] Eldest: MY LOVELY SISTER. FARHANA
[24] Youngest: MY CHARMING BRO, ANAS
[25] Love/hate your family: LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH
[26] You found your another half: YES...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: MY BUSINESS SWEETHEART
[28] Who you want he/she to be: AN HONEST AND A GOOD HUBBY/FATHER :)
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1 YEAR & 4 MONTHS
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: OFCOZ LA KAN.. I KAN NAKAL!! HUHU
[31] Anyone woo you before: YEP.. MAYBE...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: SOMETIMES BUT NOT RECENTLY
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: CANT REMEMBER
[34] Ever argue with your other half: SOMETIMES
[35] You with your other half since: JULY 2007
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I M STRAIGHT ..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I DONT NEED ANY REASON TO LOVE HIM
[38] You and your other half in which stage: :) UNCONDITIONALLY IN LOVE
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: HE FIRST! hakha... MALI'S
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: YES....ABSOLUTELY .. :)

MY FRIEND
[41] Your first best friend: NUR SYAZWANI BT SHABUDIN
[42] Your first enemy: CANT REMEMBER.. MOREOVER, WE ARE MATURED ENOUGH NOW..
[43] The friends you love the most: HAZAR aka 'CEM'
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): I HATE BACKSTABBER
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: MY MOM
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: OFCOZ LA BABY I... RIDZUAN :)
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most : KAKI BODEK
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: SWEET TALKER
[49] Have you ever have any fight with your close friend before: SOMETIMES
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: NOPE
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: LONTAR DIA JAUH2..
[52] If your friend betray you: MARKED HIM/HER..hehe
[53] If your friend woo your lover: HIDUP NI IBARAT RODA..NANTI AKAN DIBALAS BENDA YANG SAMA...
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: I WOULD TAKE IT AS A CREDIT...hakha!!
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: HOPE HE LOVES ME IN RETURN.. but not now la kan.. i mean before this la..huhu
[56] Are you a good student: GOOD? In what sense?? hahaha... MAYBE LA KOT..
[57] Are you always done your homeworks/assignments: YES.. IN FACT, ON TIME!
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: PN. MIMI & PN SAUDAH
[59] Always late to school/college: SOMETIMES...kan I nakal... tak tahu lg ke??
[60] Your class: SMKTAM, 5 Cekal - sastera teknikal...
[61] You love your seniors: NOPE
[62] Senior who you love the most: TKDE
[63] Your classmates good/bad: GOOD & BAD.. hehehe
[64] Excellent result classmate: I AM MY HIGH SCHOOL BEST STUDENT
[65] Laziest classmate: IT'S NOT MY BUSINESS

MY PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: ABAH & FIANCE
[67] Stupid people: -
[68] Good looking people:ABAH, MAMA, AINA [NIECE] & FIANCE
[69] Ugly people: Orang yg selalu kata aku hodoh..
[70] Funny people: MYSELF.. [i am clumsy]
[71] Cute people: AINA -------------------------------
[72] Bad people:-
[73] Honest people: RASULULLAH SAW.
[74] Acting people: -
[75] You are what kind of people: :)
[76] Lip or eyes: BOTH
[77] Hugs or kisses: BOTH
[78] Shorter or taller: TALLER
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: SPONTANEOUS
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: NICE STOMACH
[81] Listener or talker: BOTH
[82] Romantic or rich: BOTH...hehehe
[83] Good husband or Good Father: BOTH

MY FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 25
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 4 [2 b0ys & 2 girls] ... dgn izin Allah
[86] Career: WIFE TO BE, MOTHER OF RIDZUAN'S CHILDREN AND A PROMINENT LAWYER..huhuhu
[87] Salary: RM2900-RM3500
[88] Wishes: LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER --------------------------------

- THE END -

I WILL SURVIVE

YOU LOSER!!!

First I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But I spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you're back

from outer space

I just walked in to find you here

with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed my stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

just turn around now'cause you're not welcome anymore

weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

you think I'd crumble

you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I will survive

as long as i know how to love

I know

I will stay alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

and I'll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I'm not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I'm saving all my loving

for someone who's loving me

THANX BWABY!!!